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If I were Thomas Alva Edison, you might be still in Darkness.

Apart from my first five wishes, I 've one more wish.


Talk to my crush. She looks like an angel in her blue churidar. Girls can quite impress me with their neat dress. She has a big eye. Usually I don't like big eyes.( believe me, George don't like Parvathi, A mallu actress with BIG eyes, on her advantage-able big eyes which is attracted by many people.) yet I could see a beauty on her simple face. felt a crushing feeling. What to do !!!

How to talk. if she was in my 'floor' !!!(George wish). I was thought about going right into her chair and talk something. but couldn't .

Am I too shy to talk to girls ?
or lack in Guts !!!
really don't know how to make a situation with a natural occurrence :-( Most sad thing is... whenever she came right infront of me, I just avoid her !!!! I don't know how to start with. Is she avoiding me too?!! May be she is also shy to talk to Christian boys or she might be lack in guts ;-)

Am I loving her? huh!!
Not sure about that. How can I love her with just face and name!!?
But there is something which I can not express.

Should I talk !!!
whenever I see her I feel pain somewhere inside? Is it on my heart or in mind?
If it is in my mind, I needn't bother about her. let her live on her way.
if it is in... my heart?!!! ... Am in a big trouble :-(

So in summary I need to monitor my heart better :-)

Adding my 6th wish to others.

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drafted this entry a couple of months ago and done minor modifications though content remains same.

4 comments:

Joju, you have been tagged, for more details
http://chall-dhanno.blogspot.com/2006/04/abhis-tag.html

Eda, tag ennokke paranjal... njan ezhuthi pidippikanam ennu nirbhandham undo!!!

Kure undallo !!!

eday njaanum ninte floor thannae allae..enittu kanan kollavunna onninae poolum njaan ithuvarae kanditillallo dey....gochu gallan..araanu kashi?? ;-)))

Eda, that was my wish; if she was here :-(

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